its Sunday -

So I discovered today that my cat can jump from my bathroom sink on to the top of the cabinet - its about 4 feet - I'm gonna kill him - he almost set himself on fire today too, great! I was boiling some water for pasta and he jumps up on the stove - I have a gas stove - ugh - i guess I can't leave him unsupervised - he's only 8 months old - i thought he would have grown out of this "I need to see everything" stage - I guess not.

So i'm down to 276 - I'm happy - I've been 278 the last two days, so this is good.

I really don't have much to say today - if I think of something - I'll be back.

I think I might be addicted to Court TV

The one thing about Court TV I can't stand is Nancy Grace - funny thing is, I can't stop watching her, she's like a car accident on the freeway, you can't help but watch her - she's so annoying and really, whats with her hair?

So i weighed myself this morning and I gained a pound - I know you shouldn't weigh yourself everyday, but ugh, still - I was hoping for a different result - I've decided that I will only eat twice a day, no more - I'm trying to see if I can skip dinner, that seems to be my trouble spot and I don't end up eating until late and its just sitting there making me fatter.

Guess who emailed me last night? Thats right - the boy - and then we played email tag with eachother for about an hour this morning after that - cute.

Its 6:39 - what are YOU doing

This is my first attempt at a "blog" - go figure, since I'm a conservative and I figured I would have one by now since it's a pre-req for voting republican. OH WELL. I just moved here last week - where is here - the east coast - I'm just hanging out until Monday when my job starts, gotta earn some money so I can afford to stay here long term - everything is just that much more expensive here -

Anyway, I decided to start this blog to track my progress on my quest to be less of a fat ass - wish me luck - I've lost about 3 lbs since last week, so far so good - and in case you're wondering, its for a man - who I've been in love with since the very first time I laid eyes on him and I've always wondered if I wasn't such a certified cow if he would make his move - you see, I the one he SHOULD have been with and because he knocked someone else up first, I've had to settle for being the "other woman" for the last 5 years - and NO its not like that, but he's kept me in the "picture" and now he's ready to pull the plug - or so he says - and hey, I might as well see if there really is any chance - if not, thats okay too - really, like I have TIME to put up with his bull.

so, here we go - I'm 277 lbs - the heaviest I have been in 7 years - I gained about 50lbs in the last 4 years - I'm going back to what has worked so well for me in the past -call it being a professional anorexic - okay so now all you raging liberals can go complain to your congressmen about me - shut the f up and worry about something that really matters, like what your tax dollars are really paying for - haha!