Its 6:39 - what are YOU doing

This is my first attempt at a "blog" - go figure, since I'm a conservative and I figured I would have one by now since it's a pre-req for voting republican. OH WELL. I just moved here last week - where is here - the east coast - I'm just hanging out until Monday when my job starts, gotta earn some money so I can afford to stay here long term - everything is just that much more expensive here -

Anyway, I decided to start this blog to track my progress on my quest to be less of a fat ass - wish me luck - I've lost about 3 lbs since last week, so far so good - and in case you're wondering, its for a man - who I've been in love with since the very first time I laid eyes on him and I've always wondered if I wasn't such a certified cow if he would make his move - you see, I the one he SHOULD have been with and because he knocked someone else up first, I've had to settle for being the "other woman" for the last 5 years - and NO its not like that, but he's kept me in the "picture" and now he's ready to pull the plug - or so he says - and hey, I might as well see if there really is any chance - if not, thats okay too - really, like I have TIME to put up with his bull.

so, here we go - I'm 277 lbs - the heaviest I have been in 7 years - I gained about 50lbs in the last 4 years - I'm going back to what has worked so well for me in the past -call it being a professional anorexic - okay so now all you raging liberals can go complain to your congressmen about me - shut the f up and worry about something that really matters, like what your tax dollars are really paying for - haha!